In the last couple of weeks my mother has rung the admissions office, to ask for any new or clues as to the waiting list situation, on my behalf and entirely at my request. However, not only does this seem like pushy parenting it almost certainly guarantees that I will move further down that list
I also remember messing up my social interview, and giving those key details to the archeology teacher instead 
Therefore, I was wondering if I should remedy the situation be writing personally, explaining more about my life and also, the complete desperation as I'm rather sure is obvious by the tone set by me with each ruddy post I make.
It is also less the desperation to escape, but more a passion since I have been enamored with the school since I was ten. (my dream has been to attend since then, and it is dreadfully hard to impart these kind of feelings without sounding like a prat or a lunatic)
I do realise that all the places already given, are probably better deserved, and in that sense I am totally happy for them, but this is an oppourtunity I have been waiting for, for 6 years
, and I will not let it rest until I have a final judgement.In a very strong sense I am not content to wait, since I have been doig that for so long now, and would rather they made a final decision, as to keep me or leave me. it is excruciatingly painful to stay like this...
I will ask for a definite decision on my entry which will of course be a decline of my application. I would much rather to be able to remove some of uncertainties this life brings.
Whether or not sending a letter will change my situation, I thought I'd better ask everybody here before composing and posting anything just yet.
Also I leave myself at the mercy of those who find this post/topic too egregious, from one who has only been active in the last couple of days.
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